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[isthisart]

Linya sees Dr. Cheung onto a ship other than the Ariel, which agrees to tote him to Komarr very, very slowly, knocking him out for each jump and having someone look after him when he comes around green in the gills. It's not going to be a fun trip for him, but it's better than trying to collaborate with a multi-week conversational turnaround time. It's pricey - the ship has nonperishable cargo with no deadline at its destination and already employs a medtech, but still - but she thinks it's worth it.

Her business on Earth concluded, she examines the list of tourist attractions she didn't get around to, determines that none of them are worth sticking around for, and gets on a much faster vessel and goes all the way home. The first thing she does when there is go looking for whichever of the Count or Countess is easiest to find.

Comments

[thisvorlunatic]

"What? You have my reports," he says warily. He can't imagine what Illyan could so urgently have to say about his missions right now, but he doesn't expect he'll like it, whatever it is.

[as_i_remember]

"Your reports, as usual, are masterpieces of understatement and misdirection." He sounds almost proud.

[thisvorlunatic]

"Hey, anybody might read those," says Miles. "You never know."

[as_i_remember]

"Mm," says Illyan.

[thisvorlunatic]

Miles sighs. "So what's the problem?"

[as_i_remember]

"Money," he says. "In particular, accountability for same."

[thisvorlunatic]

Miles blinks up at him in honest and slightly pained bewilderment. "Don't you like my work?"

[as_i_remember]

"Apart from your injuries, the results of your latest mission are highly satisfactory..."

[thisvorlunatic]

"They'd fucking well better be!" he says indignantly.

[as_i_remember]

"...and," he continues after a brief pause to see if Miles is done cursing, "I have no specific complaints about your conduct on Earth, besides a general despair that you will ever go six consecutive months without finding it necessary to creatively interpret or outright disobey an order. No, these charges date to the Dagoola mission."

[thisvorlunatic]

"Charges?" blinks Miles, feeling very lost and mildly alarmed.

[as_i_remember]

"I've always considered what the Emperor spends on you and your Dendarii to be worth it from the internal security perspective alone, disregarding the many other benefits. A permanent post of some kind, particularly in the capital, would serve as a standing invitation for miscellaneous plots. Such as the one currently targeting your father."

[thisvorlunatic]

"Eh...?"

[as_i_remember]

"Imperial Accounting has got hold of a theory that certain of your more incredible expenses should not, in fact, be... credited. Certain parties are pushing the peculation angle, and seem inclined to head all the way to a very publicly embarrassing court-martial if not stopped. I, of course, would prefer to stop them. To do that, I must know where all that disappearing cash disappeared off to. I do not relish the thought of being blindsided again - or had you forgotten the time I spent a month in my own prison because of you?"

[thisvorlunatic]

"That wasn't my fault," he protests. "It was a plot against Dad!"

[as_i_remember]

"Just so," Illyan agrees. "This business is more of the same. But more cleverly arranged - they have Count Vorvolk in Accounting convinced that he pursues a noble goal by digging this up, and his personal loyalty is... unquestioned. Attempts to subtly divert him will only increase his tenacity. He must be handled with exquisite care, whether he's mistaken or.. not."

[thisvorlunatic]

"Not...?" Realization dawns on him rather like a bucket of cold water to the face, an unpleasant and sobering shock. The reason Illyan is here, now, is so he can catch Miles post-surgery in a state of maximum drugged, pained confusion, as a substitute for the fast-penta to which Miles has a known idiosyncratic reaction. "Fuck you, Simon! Why not break out the lead-lined rubber hoses, while you're at it!"

[as_i_remember]

"I did consider twisting your arm, but it seemed more efficient to have the surgeons do it for me."

He sits quiet and still, watching Miles.

"Your father cannot afford a scandal in his government this month. This plot must be quashed regardless of its truth. What is said in this room will remain—must remain—between you and I alone. But I must know."

[thisvorlunatic]

"Are you offering me amnesty?" he breathes.

[as_i_remember]

"If necessary."

[thisvorlunatic]

Miles lunges up out of his bed, spitting with rage, useless arms dangling from shaking shoulders.

"Call me a thief, will you? You shit-eating sheep-fucking monkey-tailed bastard! To think I'd steal from Barrayar! To think I'd steal from my own dead—!"

The sheer intensity of his emotion carries him as far as sitting upright, leaning unsupported and unsupportably out over the side of the bed, several feet short of his goal of... whatever he was going to do to Illyan. Yelling at him from closer range, perhaps. In any case, that single surge of strength is all he has in him; he lists helplessly, his head a dizzy swirl, red and purple clouds pulsing across his field of vision.

[as_i_remember]

Illyan has to dive to catch him before his face impacts the carpet.

"The hell d'you think you're doing, boy?" he demands.

Then the military doctor in charge of Miles's convalescence bursts in the door, trailed by a terrified underling. "What are you doing to my patient?"

"Sir," hisses the corpsman at his elbow, "that's Security Chief Illyan!"

"I know who it is. I don't care if he's Emperor Dorca's ghost. I will not have him carrying on his business here." The doctor turns a fiery glare on Illyan. "Your interrogation, or whatever, can take place in your own damned headquarters. I will not have that kind of thing going on in my hospital. This patient is not released to anybody yet!"

"I was not - " Illyan begins indignantly, then runs down for lack of a specific charge to deny.

[thisvorlunatic]

"How's that for appearances?" says Miles into Illyan's ear, baring clenched teeth in a vicious grin. "Not so fun from the other side, eh?"

He offers no resistance, not that he could muster any if he tried, as Illyan puts him back to bed with impeccable care and gentleness.

As soon as he's caught his breath at least halfway, he shakes his head quellingly to the doctor. "It's all right. It's... I was just..." What was he? Even if he had the words to express his emotional state just now, he fears the explanation would be the opposite of calming. "Ah, hell, never mind."

The crashing tidal force of his rage ebbs, baring a black shore of awful shame, hot as volcanic sand. His eyes prickle with tears. It hurts him in his soul, to think that Illyan could suspect him of such vile thievery; it calls into question whether he was ever trusted at all, whether his service to the Imperium has ever been needed... no. Surely the things he has done have mattered. Surely Dagoola mattered. But God, that Illyan could call him a peculator. And Illyan must think it possible, to be resorting to such measures to find out.

[as_i_remember]

Illyan looks unsettled.

"One way or another, Miles, I must defend your expenditures - my department's expenditures, on you - tomorrow."

[thisvorlunatic]

"I'd take the fucking court-martial over this," growls Miles.